Tried So Hard (MS remix)
I’ve tried so hard
I can’t seem to get away from this MS
Fam, I’ve tried so hard
I can’t qualify for disability
It ain’t my fault, ‘cause I
Try to get away but
Symptoms follow me
But I try so hard
Hopin’ one day
A cure will rescue me
But until then
I’ll be posted up
Right here:
in pain, moving slow
But until then
I’ll be posted up
Right here
Focused on self growth
Now, let me explain,
I’m NOT a broken man
My mind on the dark side
So I’m havin’ a hard time,
Keeping it positive
Sometimes I’m shaking,
I don’t even know what’s hurting yet
Its affecting all of my relationships
I’m startin’ to see
My expectations
Are where the problems at
But I’m layin’ back, m
Meditating that
One day
Life gives no pain to me
I pretend that I’m right,
But fearing I’m wrong
I lie to myself,
I’m not blind
I can see
I’m building a new career,
chasin’ new dreams
And then it seems like
all my efforts fail
Depression gets me
Goin’ crazy, lately
Early mornings I’m so faded,
Tryin’ to erase it
But I just can’t,
Cause the lesions just grow greater
And I’m losing so many battles
I put my health off ’til later
I’ve tried so hard
I can’t seem to get away from this MS
Fam, I’ve tried so hard
I can’t even qualify for disability
It ain’t my fault, ‘cause I
Try to get away
But symptoms follow me
And still I try so hard
Hopin’ one day
A cure will rescue me
But until then
I’ll be posted up
Right here:
in pain, moving slow
But until then
I’ll be posted up
Right here
Focused on self growth
It’s like I’m takin’ five steps forward
But I fall and roll back
Tryin’ to get ahead of the pain
But I relapsed and under attack
And I keep runnin’ away
The ones
That say
They love me the most
How could I create the distance
When I can’t walk,
Is this close?
I know y’all know,
but everyday
I’m fightin’ demons
It’s like a curse
When I wake up
No feelings in my hands
Yo! Would you help me?
Spin all the negativity
Weighing on my family?
Hustlin’ no gamblin’,
standin’ no scramblin’
And keepin’ sight of what
I’m supposed to be handlin’
It’s hard to manage
Cause everyday’s a challenge
If I start trippin’,
There goes my balance
I’m tryin’ not to panic
I’ve tried so hard
I can’t seem to get away from this MS
Fam, I’ve tried so hard
I can’t even qualify for disability
It ain’t my fault, ‘cause I
Try to get away
But symptoms follow me
And still I try so hard
Hopin’ one day
A cure will rescue me
But until then
I’ll be posted up
Right here:
in pain, moving slow
But until then
I’ll be posted up
Right here
Focused on self growth